Diary of Amputee Alex

This is the place where you can read the Diary of Amputee Alex. Not so much about private occupations, but more amputee, devotee and wannabe oriented. The newest posts are on top of the page.

Monday, November 27, 2017  - 04.19 AM

Let me all warn you for this dirty gay devotee slut that thinks that every amputee will open his ass to accept some rotten dick and dirty talk. This is the kind of people why some devotees get a bad name. The devotees who are sexually obsessed and thinks that amputees exist and are only a 'stump'. This is William (Will) Campbell from Edinburgh, Scotland, United Kingdom (phone number +441259213268),
 a 52 years old music teacher who came in contact with me a few days ago. He wanted to meet me, to talk with me, even told me that he would pay me a flight if I would go to visit him. So happy I am that he did not paid me anything.
Only after he told me that he went to the bank to send me 350 Euro's (what he didn't) he started about his devotee gay feelings and that he wanted to lick my stumps, that he wanted to see me helpless crawling on the floor for him. He started about his fantasies that he hoped that he could put me in bath, that he wanted to sleep with me and that my stumps are his big fantasy. He called me a few times and I told him that I'm not interested in meeting him for such a things, but he went on with this creepy talk. «May I lick your stumps?», «Will you crawl for me?» was the only thing he could see. One day he asked «How are your stumps doing?», on what I answered «good, and I am doing fine too», just to let him know that I am more then a stump. When I started to find ot tat he wasn't real, I started to test this asshole and told him that I really would go to him, even would leave my whole live here behind for him. He told me that he even would send me more money to bring all my luggage over to him, if I would stay living with him and if I would crawl for him on the floor very day. This is really the kind of disturbing obsessed frustrated amputee devotees, from what I understand now why so many amputees hate devotees. The kind who think that we amputees are cheap sluts. Such a asshole should need to rot in Hell. Finally when he found out that I knew that he was playing his sick game, he blocked me this morning on Facebook. People who are interested in seeing the whole dirty shitty conversation he did, contact me privately and I can show it to you. Many many times I told that fool that I'm not a gay, not an amputee slut and not interested in this. But so good that he have not send the money for my ticket and that he lied about it, otherwise I had needed to send back his shitty money. Amputees, be warned for dirty people as this!!!


Sunday, November 19, 2017  - 10.11 AM

'Congratulations' to myself; I am 1 year and 2 days out of jail. Jail, thanks to the lies of a woman. Once out of jail doesn't mean that you are really totally free... So many countries you can't enter anymore, so many restrictions and so many possibilities that are totally gone. The funny part? The woman who helped me in jail with her dirty lies, wanted to have me back. But for sure, there are 'limits in love'. Love, what is love anyway? I'm four years without it now and I feel me perfect that way.
Amazingly how many wannabes contacted me during the last days. One of them is even a 23 yo female from Spain who want to be a 'one of each'; SAK and SAE amputee.
What I still don't understand is that the medical world helps transgender people, while they don't know what it is, and while wannabes can 'run to hell'. So many desperate wannabes on this planet.  It is totally wrong from the medical world and others, to think that wannabes want to be disabled. A successfully wannabe do not see him or herself as someone who is Disabled.
A few weeks ago I went to Belgium for a few days, with the idea to go there for new prosthetics (stubbies) an a new motorized wheelchair. But I staid in the house of a wannabe-dreamer (a guy who never will become a real amputee but only has a mythology around it). Since he even wanted to control me about who I can see from my past, and who not, I left in the middle of the night, back to Portugal.
One thing I for sure can't have is that people try to control me.
Some (many) people think that they can control people with a 'disability', because they think that people with a 'disability' are 'helpless'... What a totally wrong thought.
But indeed,... life with a motorized wheelchair, will keep me soon away from those thoughts of some people. 
Since I have seen how many wannabes contacted me during the last days, it's maybe not a bad idea to become more 'open minded' about this subject. That means for me; Back meeting devotees and wannabes in real life, if they want. So that they can travel to me, or that I travel to them, if wanted.
Sometimes I look up my own name on Google... This time I found myself in a book... Funny they mentioned me as a 'amputee and apotemnophilia expert'. Here are the screen dumps of it.

Thursday May 25, 2017 - 10.01 AM

Time to introduce you to another fool. Here we have Cameron Mullin, who is from New Zealand. He want to become a multiple amputee, at least that is what he told me. After some serious conversations, and keeping myself awake to listen to his crap, he finally have send an annoying message through Facebook, to me, as you can see here on the screen dump I made. That is exactly why I mostly prefer to not talk to some wannabes, for sure this kind of wannabes who are just dreaming, but never will come to the real point of getting 'it'.

Wednesday March 22, 2017 - 11.00 PM

I did the interview with the Vice Magazine, but when it will be published, that's another question.
Let me 'introduce' you to two other fake facebook profiles of some retarded dude; Kirk George & Ron Laplume... Specialized in using hard and mean words, but too dumb to show their real identity, even a real face they don't have. If you can't show your face, then you have something to hide. Here they are:

Some people must be 'deaf'. Many times I announced that I can't help wannabes in becoming an amputee, so the question is why still so many ask or I can help them. Do I look as a surgeon? LOL.
Devotee Girls are all over the world. Once I even was married to a female devotee who love to lick stumps, but also was the biggest drunk of America. Now since yesterday evening I am in contact with a female devotee from the Philippines... Only sad that they all ask to show me my stumps, what I don't do. Want stumps? Pay for it :-)
The funny part about talking wit woman from the Philippines and also from Africa? They all want to marry you, after talking 3 full minutes with you. Let me guess? This must be the modern way of doing things, the new modern lifestyle. Maybe we first need to divorce, then marrying and then meeting each other? New traditions...

Wednesday March 08, 2017 - 09.16 PM

A lot of work to find out more about the destinations where I wanna go to, and that all takes a lot of time.
For sure I gonna arrange end of this month my new passport.
And good that the passports are now valid for 7 years, at least the Belgian ones.

The most important now is the updates on the websites, different websites I make.
Funny is how the style from the sites are changed in 3 years time.

Friday March 03, 2017 - 10.56 PM

I was contacted by the English magazine 'Vice', for an interview about my book 'Amputation on Request'. Well, I think I just gonna do it, even knowing that I had very bad experiences with some media people as the ones from 'Barcroft Media', a few years ago.

This morning I had a very interesting conversation with a very good wannabe friend of me, who lives in the North of Portugal. He told me that there are wannabe surgeries done in the Philippines for so low as $2000.00, but they want to investigate the wannabes through different psychological tests, and that cost off course money and time. But this kind of practices exist on more places on this planet. Even in Mexico some surgeons remove limbs for about $8000.00. All a big illegally commerce, while the wannabes deserves to be helped in a legally way, since BIID is recognized by the medical world.

Monday February 27, 2017 - 08.33 PM

A lot of work today. This website is back online since today, we registered the domain name ampulove.info
But still a lot of work to do.
Near that, so many stress, since there is no way to work in a calm situation on the site.
Barking dogs, irritating neighbors, and... cold.
I'm maybe located in the South of Europe, but still over here in Portugal Lisbon, it can be very cold.
Near that, since the almost two months I am in Portugal, it isn't really what I thought about it.
A lot of Portuguese people love to take advantaged from people who aren't from Portugal.
Maybe I need to think about moving on to Brazil, or even the Philippines...
During the last 3 years I was basically 'off-line'; let me call it that way... My Brazilian ex girlfriend made a hell of my life, and in that way some things happened, that I even wasn't able to enter on the Internet. For that reason also that this site was offline.
Now it will be a lot of work to make sure that everyone knows again that this website still exist, ... or exist again.
Ampulove was already online since 1998.
First as Ampulove.com, later as Ampulove.net and now finally as Ampulove.info
On the right side an older picture from me, in happier times, about something more then 3 years ago.
May I please get the attention from people who ask me or I can help them in becoming an amputee.
I'm not a surgeon, I am an amputee.
Near that, there are a lot of people who send me a friendship request on Facebook. If friendship requests are done with fake profiles and without an introduction about who you are, then I automatically refuse. Simple as that.